heart attacks and lying eyes

jsut for the record, bc im an hour away in no right gives any of you permissio nto LIE to me about what is going on. It jsut makes it worse when i learn that there was deceit to try and protect me. Incase you all have forgotten I am darn near 23 years old. Which makes me a grown up, i checked the books, please stop acting like im fragile and broken, i fight my own deamons that say as much as it is i dont need confirmation. Thanks for breaking me down off of the strength I had saved up, it will only take me months to rebuild it up again anyway...i appreciate it.